And all of it was a sudden start
Even though my eyes were closed
All they heard, was my scream
When my face, was filled with tears,
All they had, was a big smile
And, all the time it pained like hell
They all thought, I was fine.
Days and months passed by,
I finally opened my eyes.
And, I slowly grew up with time..
Learning to walk, speak and having thought..
Even now, two people never left my side..
Designated as parents, by norms, for life..
And then I started travelling..
Meeting new people in the world outside..
Everything was expected, but still compelling..
As the truth was always hidden, in a sea of lives..
And as expected, I finally fell in love,
Just a teenager, at that time..
And I still believed, that I was hers, and she was mine..
And we were meant to be together for life..
Then reality happened, everything broke apart..
Everyone felt like that one jealous aunty..
I didnt make a sound, but still could hear..
The wailing of my heart.
I grabbed all the pieces, meld them together hard..
Started walking again, but believing was the worst part..
I had no cracks anymore, still it ached like hell..
And even after all that, I never regretted that I fell. ❤
Depression, anxiety and regret knocked on the door.
But i was too weak, I crawled through the floor.
Opened the door, with a big fake smile..
They all laughed and said, YOU ARE MINE.
They fed on me, feeding on everything I had inside.
Corrupting my core, hampering me when I tried.
To get out of this misery, cause it was nothing but a lie.
But they never let me, they had their own pride.
Hopefully, my parents were still by my side.
Even though, they knew nothing about it..
Just looking at them made me smile..
I grew older, the pain passed with time..
It was hard to walk again with the pain..
But I still found strength, in the corners of life
And anytime I felt that I was alone..
I just held my own hand, really tight..
Life was never easy, it was never fair..
But, the only thing I learned was to never care.
Cause remember that you live only once
Its better to be a blessing, than a curse..
Youll always find thorns on the road
People leaving your side.
Remember, you life is in only your hands.
Hear the cheering from the distant lands
Walk through the sorrow.
Cause no matter what, there is a tomorrow
Dont believe in the past, or hope for a better future..
Work on today, cause its your own life, you have to nurture