All the Bright Places.

All the bright Places.. 

I’m somewhat the Theodore Finch of my life, I started the book cause.. A friend (J) Suggested it to me ( I can’t thank you enough, seriously). At first, I was just excited to read the book, I’ll read it fast finish it in a week or so, write an awesome book review and make a good impression etc. So the start is freaking amazing, it’s so relatable, the thoughts the interactions, I was so happy and excited while reading it.. And idk when, but the book hooked onto me, as the story progressed it wasn’t boring, it was relatable all the way from start to the end. Some in reality, some made up worlds in the corner of my mind. 

This book touched some places I had hidden from even myself for a long time, and it made me realize and face somethings which are hard. And it was only a short book, but I wanted to take time finishing it, cherish every chapter and cherish every word.. And yet.. I finished it without taking a breather… I read continously and couldn’t stop. “Arrange whatever pieces comes your way”.  As I read through each chapter, I knew how it was gonna go, how it was gonna end.. And I felt all the thoughts every person was feeling there, in my stomach.. I could relate to everything :), if I go and just like jump or take some pills etc.. All my close friends who know me.. Will say well.. It’s like Akshat.. And just tell me not to or something like that.. It’s funny in a way, and depressed people or suicidal people aren’t always the same.. We get better we want to get better.. We do make mistakes and we make a hell lot of them.. But we try to be happy to search for something that makes everything better.. That makes.. Me feel alive.. And stuff like this happens everyday but even a perfect day has a time of dusk.. And that’s the time we hate the most.. 

“Just be careful”, of everything that happens around us.. Friends always tell us to be careful and don’t get too carried away, not too fast or you’ll ruin it, not too slow or it’ll take forever.. N that scares me.. I’m scared of making mistakes I’m scared of every bit of the process.. That’s why I’m weird 👻 and I suck at being careful. I manage to f– things up no matter how careful I’m.. I feel much safer when I’m doing whatever the hell i feel like(obvo when I’m alone). 

“I am rooted, but I flow”.  Around half way in the book, you know and realize everything, the whole story becomes clear pictures, like a movie playing in your mind, you read the words, you read the pages slowly but the story fast forwards you know what’s gonna happen but you roll back everytime and just wish it to be different, you roll it back again and again, and then when it happens, you just don’t want it to end, there should be more, there are things left undone, they are thing left unsaid, you yearn for more pages, more days with more insight.. I want more of it but it ended..

 A good book.. A must read.. Thanks again

Mistake